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back in May of this year, one of my favorite people in the world, Professor [https://vuduc.org/v2/ Richard Vuduc] of Georgia Tech's HPC Garage occupying the Craysian Chair of Badassery, asked me if i had any [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aia3b1AFcTU words of advice for young people], in this case a young man considering entering the consulting racket. in manners of advice, i'm probably the last person to ask: in the words of [https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/637-i-hate-to-advocate-drugs-alcohol-violence-or-insanity-to The Doctor], i hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me.
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mainly in the hope it might be enjoyed as a literary document, i've reproduced the three replies i sent that student here. editing has otherwise been minimal. the student's name has been redacted.
back in May of this year, one of my favorite people in the world, Professor [https://vuduc.org/v2/ Richard Vuduc] of Georgia Tech's HPC Garage occupying the Craysian Chair of Badassery, asked me if i had any [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aia3b1AFcTU words of advice for young people], in this case a young man considering entering the consulting racket. in matters of advice, i'm probably the last person to ask: in the words of [https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/637-i-hate-to-advocate-drugs-alcohol-violence-or-insanity-to The Doctor], i hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me.
 
mainly in the hope it might be enjoyed as a literary document, i've reproduced the three replies i sent that student here. the student's name has been redacted; editing has otherwise been minimal.


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To: "Vuduc, Richard W" <*********>
To: "Vuduc, Richard W" <*********>
Cc: *******************                                                                           
Cc: *******************                                                                           
Subject: Re: Advice for an undergrad about technical freelancing/consulting                                                         
Subject: Re: Advice for an undergrad about technical freelancing/consulting                                                         
                                                                                                                                      
                                                                                                                                      
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     At this point, everyone in Atlanta Tech Village and the
     At this point, everyone in Atlanta Tech Village and the
     AT/DC and the Spring Street incubation centers and the                                                                        
     AT/DC and the Spring Street incubation centers and the
     Marietta Street maker spaces knows there's one person in                                                                      
     Marietta Street maker spaces knows there's one person in
     Georgia who'll take your poorly-specified pile of crap and                                                                    
     Georgia who'll take your poorly-specified pile of crap and
     dewy-eyed fresh grads, disappear for two weeks, and come                                                                      
     dewy-eyed fresh grads, disappear for two weeks, and come
     back with the solid core of your business going forward.                                                                      
     back with the solid core of your business going forward.
     Some Buckheadian comes up with an idea, they get some kids                                                                    
     Some Buckheadian comes up with an idea, they get some kids
     in, pay them to mill around for a few weeks, then ask David                                                                    
     in, pay them to mill around for a few weeks, then ask David
     Cummings or CBQ or Paul Judge "does anyone in this town                                                                        
     Cummings or CBQ or Paul Judge "does anyone in this town
     really know Linux and low-level development?" And they're                                                                      
     really know Linux and low-level development?" And they're
     told "nick black, but it'll cost you, but you'll have a MVP                                                                    
     told "nick black, but it'll cost you, but you'll have a MVP
     that actually works, upon which you can build." They call;                                                                    
     that actually works, upon which you can build." They call;
     you quote $50k for two weeks' work; they blanch; you point to                                                                  
     you quote $50k for two weeks' work; they blanch; you point to
     https://dsscaw.com/techreports/002-%c2%b5nandfs.pdf and                                                                        
     say https://dsscaw.com/techreports/002-%c2%b5nandfs.pdf, and
     https://dsscaw.com/techreports/001-canbusre.pdf, and invite                                                                    
     invite them to look around and call back when they're serious.
    them to look around and call back when they're serious.                                                                        
 
         https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DXboO0zESxs                                                                              
         https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DXboO0zESxs
                                                                                                                                      
                                                                                                                                      
Leaving out I, both II and III require pretty constant hustle.                                                                       
Leaving out I, both II and III require pretty constant hustle.                                                                       
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back in May of this year, one of my favorite people in the world, Professor Richard Vuduc of Georgia Tech's HPC Garage occupying the Craysian Chair of Badassery, asked me if i had any words of advice for young people, in this case a young man considering entering the consulting racket. in matters of advice, i'm probably the last person to ask: in the words of The Doctor, i hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me.

mainly in the hope it might be enjoyed as a literary document, i've reproduced the three replies i sent that student here. the student's name has been redacted; editing has otherwise been minimal.

Date: Sat, 15 May 2021 05:40:21 -0400 
From: Nick Black <nickblack@linux.com>                                                                                              
To: "Vuduc, Richard W" <*********>
Cc: *******************                                                                           
Subject: Re: Advice for an undergrad about technical freelancing/consulting                                                         
                                                                                                                                    
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                aka: Nick Black <nickblack@acm.org>                                                                                 
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Richard Vuduc left as an exercise for the reader:                                                                                   
> ****** (cc'd) is a GT undergrad who needs some advice about                                                                      
> technical freelancing/consulting. Of people I know, perhaps                                                                       
> you have the most experience here. Do you have some time to                                                                       
> chat with him?                                                                                                                    
                                                                                                                                    
********, you're already doing the single most important thing                                                                       
for a consultant -- building up a network of people worth                                                                           
knowing. Prof. Vuduc is of the first rank.                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                    
The most important thing to remember is that I have no special                                                                      
insight into the universe beyond my own lived and studied                                                                           
experience, and that old men are full of crap, and that no one                                                                      
but yourself controls your destiny. Tómalo con pinzas.                                                                              
                                                                                                                                    
also, i'm a madman.                                                                                                                 
                                                                                                                                    
I would have guessed you Argentinian from your name--a hint of                                                                      
the Basque?--, but I see from LinkedIn that your origin lies                                                                        
along the Anáhuac. Rather than Borges, then, let's set the stage                                                                    
with a quote from Roberto Bolaño's *Los detectives salvajes*:                                                                       
                                                                                                                                    
 "The secret story is the one we’ll never know, although we’re                                                                      
  living it from day to day, thinking we’re alive, thinking we’ve                                                                   
  got it all under control and the stuff we overlook doesn’t                                                                        
  matter."                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                    
Do you enjoy particularly felicitous circumstances, such that                                                                       
the road rises up to meet you and you need no real advice? If not,                                                                  
my initial reaction is grim...in the words of von Frundsberg at                                                                     
Worms, and later Dale Cooper at Twin Peaks, you propose an                                                                          
arduous path, Little Monk.                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                    
Allow me for a moment to douse this dream with cold cold water.                                                                     
I know a fair spread of successful computing consultants, even
here in the Atlanta area (one not exactly brimming with                                                                             
up-and-coming shops, at least compared to the NYC-CHI financial                                                                     
axis, the SF-PDX-SEA soviets, and whatever the hell's afoot in                                                                      
AUS/MIA). Leaving aside, like, IT "consulting" (temp work)--a                                                                       
fate worse than death--and the soulless avarice of                                                                                  
Bain/Deloitte/PWC/BoozHam Capital-C-Consulting--I have nothing                                                                      
to say about these organizations, save that they destroyed the                                                                      
greatest minds of my generation--I recognize exactly three                                                                          
archetypes of successful consultants:                                                                                               
                                                                                                                                    
 I. You "consult" almost entirely with one company. You're                                                                          
    pretty much an employee, except without a W-2. Can be                                                                           
    very lucrative; can suddenly fall out from underneath you                                                                       
    (it's easier to cut the expensive, loosely-bound                                                                                
    consultant than poor Bob in the Bubble Sort division,                                                                           
    closing in on his 20th year). This isn't otherwise very                                                                         
    different from applying for, and accepting, a job.                                                                              
    You usually get this by working somewhere, becoming                                                                             
    indispensable, quitting, and allowing yourself to be                                                                            
    retained in a 1099 capacity. If you want this, go get a job.                                                                    
                                                                                                                                    
II. You ride the open source train. This is simple enough:                                                                          
    contribute to enough open source projects, and you will                                                                         
    start getting consulting offers related to those projects.                                                                      
    The work is sometimes greenfield development in the same                                                                        
    ecosystem, sometimes extensions of what's there, and                                                                            
    sometimes simply reviewing, tightening up, and shepherding                                                                      
    in code they've already written (companies do not generally                                                                     
    want to spend time getting code merged upstream, which too                                                                      
    often involves getting flamed by some 19-year-old insolent                                                                      
    little shit named "uWuhackuWu" who's never met a payroll,                                                                       
    but they *do* want someone else to do it).                                                                                      
                                                                                                                                    
    This can be accomplished in exactly one way: starting or                                                                        
    contributing to open source projects of definite use to                                                                         
    companies you might work with. You'll get calls earlier than                                                                    
    you think, especially if you contribute to unglamorous but                                                                      
    "industrial" projects. Think things like...tools that wrap C                                                                    
    so it can be used in, say, Ruby. Think things like...core                                                                       
    libs in ROS (the "robot operating system"). Look through                                                                        
    buglists and mailing lists to find unfixed issues affecting                                                                     
    .com customers. Writing visualization/analysis tools can be                                                                     
    very big. Move up the contributor lists. They'll find you.                                                                      
    Get on Upwork and similar sites if you're going to do this.                                                                     
                                                                                                                                    
III. You establish a significant network, name, and reputation.                                                                     
    This takes time, and frankly a level of accomplishment, a                                                                       
    substantial enough portfolio you can point to, that seems                                                                       
    very difficult for an undergraduate to develop.                                                                                 
                                                                                                                                    
    At this point, everyone in Atlanta Tech Village and the
    AT/DC and the Spring Street incubation centers and the
    Marietta Street maker spaces knows there's one person in
    Georgia who'll take your poorly-specified pile of crap and
    dewy-eyed fresh grads, disappear for two weeks, and come
    back with the solid core of your business going forward.
    Some Buckheadian comes up with an idea, they get some kids
    in, pay them to mill around for a few weeks, then ask David
    Cummings or CBQ or Paul Judge "does anyone in this town
    really know Linux and low-level development?" And they're
    told "nick black, but it'll cost you, but you'll have a MVP
    that actually works, upon which you can build." They call;
    you quote $50k for two weeks' work; they blanch; you point to
    say https://dsscaw.com/techreports/002-%c2%b5nandfs.pdf, and
    invite them to look around and call back when they're serious.

         https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DXboO0zESxs
                                                                                                                                    
Leaving out I, both II and III require pretty constant hustle.                                                                      
And I don't mean code hustle -- I mean running down to 55                                                                           
Trinity Avenue to argue with City tax agents so ignorant you                                                                        
literally can't believe what you're hearing. I mean dealing                                                                         
with Quickbooks and ACHs and Intuit sitting on your paid                                                                            
invoices for ten days and Paycheck Protection Program Loans and                                                                     
forgiveness for same and writing up proposals late at night for                                                                     
projects which end up reabsorbed back in-house like piglets into                                                                    
a starving sow. I mean three weeks on the phone as maddeningly                                                                      
noncommittal VC-backed vampires from the Valley request more and                                                                    
more "technical planning", right up until they take your spec to                                                                    
their devs and inform you your services will not be needed. I                                                                       
mean showing up in-person to ***********'s office and telling                                                                       
him that his own piece-of-shit ***** says that if this goddamn                                                                      
invoice doesn't get paid--it's been 90 days now, *****--symptoms                                                                     
will include a deficiency of copper wiring in his walls, and                                                                        
that you're tired of ******** High School deadbeat garbage (I                                                                       
got paid, and the contract was renewed. Mr. ****** retained his                                                                     
copper wire. For now). It is at least twice as much effort as                                                                       
any pure individual contributor codeslinging, but *unlike* a                                                                        
startup (which can pay off in exponentials), the payoff is only                                                                     
ever going to be multiples.                                                                                                         
                                                                                                                                    
My best year consulting was 2019, when I billed just over $450k.                                                                    
Not bad for Atlanta. I busted my ass for that half-meg, far                                                                         
harder than I'm working now. What am I pulling down now at MSFT?                                                                    
Depends on where Hax0r Jesus lets the roulette ball bounce on my                                                                    
vest days, but probably ******. You simply can't one-man-consult                                                                    
into deals as profitable as a major public company's, not with                                                                      
the equity markets as comically overinflated as they are.                                                                           
Furthermore, the stability of a big company is a very real                                                                          
calming factor -- you've hopefully never felt so dark as one                                                                        
does going into a payroll day with vapours in the ol' Chase                                                                         
SBC account. Destroying your own security and health is one                   
thing; doing it to employees is quite another.                                                                                      
                                                                                                                                    
So I ask: why do you endeavor to consult? Unless you're some                                                                        
true wunderkind (by which I mean one recognized externally *by                                                                      
people with money*), or have deep connections, or can play some                                                                     
kind of Billy McFarlandesque ruse, I just don't see it                                                                              
happening, at least not in any way that doesn't leave you                                                                           
pigeonholed writing Oracle Delphi code for point-of-sale                                                                            
applications at Forever 21 the rest of your life. And if you                                                                        
*are* such an outlier, why ask for my advice? Go do stuff.                                                                          
                                                                                                                                    
Come in close. Listen to my personal advice. I'm not a big                                                                          
believer in the flashy, almost content-free protracted                                                                              
adolescence internships that undergrads go for these days. I saw                                                                    
kids come out to Google, and it did nothing but ruin their                                                                          
attitudes and wither their True Hacker Spirits, leaving them                                                                        
with a horrible sense of entitlement. That L6 at Facebook                                                                           
"overseeing" your internship doesn't give two ripe fucks about                                                                      
whatever meaningless task they've assigned you. They assigned it                                                                    
to you precisely because it was meaningless, and even a                                                                             
clueless, useless intern couldn't burn the building down working                                                                    
on it. Do you want to do it right? Here we get very much into                                                                       
opinion, but there are two paths:                                                                                                   
                                                                                                                                    
 1) get an undemanding job which pays the bills and *doesn't                                                                        
    make a great demand of your time*. use the free time to code                                                                    
    for real. immerse yourself in man pages and textbooks. every                                                                    
    time you wonder "how exactly does that work?", sit down and                                                                     
    *prove to yourself how*. become born anew, born again hard.                                                                     
                                                                                                                                    
 2) join a local startup, and hurl yourself into it. this was my                                                                    
    path; it's also why i didn't have a BS until i was 25 years                                                                     
    old. but hey, i was the only self-made millionaire in my                                                                        
    Emag lab [0]. even millionaires, however, still must sift                                                                       
    through the box of broken resistors, as poignant a metaphor                                                                     
    for the technical life as i can summon at ... shit, 0530?                                                                       
                                                                                                                                    
    [0] i assume                                                                                                                    
                                                                                                                                    
read this and internalize it; it has nothing to say about                                                                           
consulting, but much to say about life:                                                                                             
                                                                                                                                    
 https://nick-black.com/dankwiki/index.php?title=Here_is_how_to_win,_later                                                          
                                                                                                                                    
I'm happy to meet with anyone Rich would like me to, if you                                                                         
think it would be productive. I live among the sky on Peachtree                                                                     
Street, descending to wander Midtown. If you'd like, come join                                                                      
me for a walk sometime. I can be mailed here, or texted at                                                                          
404-939-DANK. Of course, my saga is not your saga; you are the                                                                      
protagonist of your own universe; our lives have no end in the                                                                      
way in which our visual fields have no limits. Be well.
                                                                                                                                    
I hope this meandering missive proves useful. If not, burn it.                                                                      
La Historia Universal es la de un solo hombre.                                                                                      
                                                                                                                                    
hack on, nick
[deletia]                                                                                                                           
                                                                                                                                    
it occurs to me that three potential questions need be answered:                                                                    
                                                                                                                                    
Q: Agreed that running a consultancy sounds like a bummer! What                                                                     
   about working for someone else's consultancy, though?                                                                            
A: This is just a job. I'd say the same things about it as I                                                                        
   would any other job. The meaningful definition of "consulting"                                                                   
   for the purposes of my mail is "self-employed" plus "services".                                                            
                                                                                                                                    
Q: Man, I just want to build web pages.                                                                                             
A: I assumed you desired kinda deep work--we hopefully both know                                                                    
   what I mean--by virtue of you asking Prof. Vuduc for advice.                                                                     
   Nothing of what I said can be salvaged; I know nothing of                                                                  
   that world. I can recommend some folks with a web consulting                                                               
   background.                                                                                                                
                                                                                                                                    
Q: You seem pretty down on consulting. Why do people do it?                                                                         
A: Leave out the bullshit, and it can be pretty sweet, but                                                                          
   you can say that about life itself.                                                                                              
                                                                                                                                    
         When you're killing it, consulting is fun. You leap from                                                                   
         project to project, taking on work as varied as you like. You                                                              
         quote obscene hourly rates, and excuse yourself to go to the                                                               
         bathroom and giggle at the fact you asked $500/hr and they're                                                              
         paying it. You stride into offices like a Roman *rector                                                                    
         provinciae*, looking around with mostly-concealed distaste,                                                                
         but also the earnest hope you might improve these simple                                                                   
         people. You talk to C-suite operators and founders. You                                                                    
         think the word "baller" about yourself with less than                                                                      
         complete irony, though you'd never say it aloud.                                                                           
                                                                                                                                    
         You get an invoice paid for six figures and say, aloud,                                                                    
         "baller". You clap your hand to your mouth.                             
                                                                                                                                    
         Who have you become? Do you even know yourself anymore?                                                                    
                                                                                                                                    
   And at the end of the day, you're the one on the phone                                                                           
   with the Georgia Deparment of Labor while those simple coders                                                              
   spend time with their kids in tasteful suburban homes,                                                                     
   laughing, telling tales about this incredible new asshole                                                                  
   consultant at the office.                                                                                                        
                                                                                                                                    
also, a Tip:                                                                                                                        
                                                                                                                                    
T: You might at some point say, "wait! I will launch a product                                                                      
   company startup, and fund it initially with consulting, so                                                                       
   that I needn't immediately go through the VC hell process",                                                                
   know that VCs will generally show you the door immediately.                                                                
   Such a company can't grow, and such founders aren't operating                                                              
   from a growth-first mindset [or so the wisdom goes]. The                                                                   
   puritan work ethic's a lot less of a value proposition in                                                                  
   these heady days of free-floating [hah] capital. With that                                                                 
   said, you can hit a nice niche here.                                                                                       
                                                                                                                                    
   you've gotta be lucky, but you already knew that.                                                                          
                                                                                                                                   
hack on, nick                                                                                                                       
last mail, i promise.                                                                                                               
                                                                                                                                    
it occurs to me that you might be asking about consulting contra                                                                    
some lucrative Big Company internship of the kind i referenced                                                                      
in my first mail, and are simply thinking consulting might make                                                                     
more cash.                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                    
for your situation, it almost certainly will not. small business                                                                    
owners are not going to throw buckets of cash at twenty year                                                                        
olds, certainly not without a track record you can point at. if                                                                     
you want immediate cash, head West and suck from the teats of                                                                       
the advertising cash cow, or the operating system cash cow, or                                                                      
Bezos's all-singing all-dancing cash-spewing cashcow jamboree,                                                                      
or facebook's discourse-annihilating cash yak. better yet, find                                                                     
a way to graduate faster, go to NYC/CHI, work for a trading firm                                                                    
and make real money (this is much more difficult than FAANG).                                                                       
                                                                                                                                    
but again, my advice -- if you want in for the Long Haul, that                                                                      
is, and if your motives are pure -- is to build your skills for                                                                     
the next five years. live with thrift, the thrift made easy by                                                                      
tearing apart code sixteen or twenty hours per diem. learn linux                                                                    
all the way down to the scheduler's shifting registers; learn                                                                       
clang all the way down to the instructions doing the shifting.                                                                      
this is best done **well outside any Big Company ecosystem**.                                                                       
                                                                                                                                    
this is how you show up at 30 and absolutely annihilate those                                                                       
comfy cats who've forgotten how to work outside their company's                                                                     
silos, and dread the whiteboard's clarion call. this is how you                                                                     
send them into the hell of middle management from which they'll                                                                     
never emerge. this is how you get to 40, and get paid as much as                                                                    
any manager, but still get to work in Vim instead of Excel, and         
show up when/if you want. this is how you end up on the path of                                                                     
"partner-level individual contributor", and truly it is the                                                                         
Promised Land.                                                                                                                      
                                                                                                                                    
this is how you end up with the new college graduates asking the                                                                    
L4s "what's up with *****************************?", and the L4s                                                                         
answering with reverence, "*********** is one far-out old man."                                                                       
                                                                                                                                    
  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpX_WeJalbc                                                                                       
                                                                                                                                    
hack on, nick                                                                                                                       
                                                                                                                                    
ps the other path is a PhD. i'm no good at that path, alas.                                                                         

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